I will tell her ‘make a home out of your body, live in yourself, do not let people turn you into a regret, do not justify yourself. If you are a disaster it is not forever, if you are a disaster you are the most beautiful one I’ve ever seen. Do not deconstruct from the inside out, you belong here, you belong here, not because you are lovely, but because you are more than that.’"
I am finally getting the pleasure to truly get to know someone that I thought I knew my whole life. They have never given up on me. .despite of my constant incompetencys. They have loved me at my absolute worst and will remain until I reach my fullest potential. They have transformed every weakness I placed upon me into an undeniable strength that cannot and will not be defeated. This person is beautiful & I have gotten the privilege to see that it is not just external. Inside possesses a being that is wise beyond this worlds comprehension. It seems I have searched far and wide for someone that was within me all along. And now that I have found her, nothing or no one will do. If pride is a deadly sin then I am willing to die from it because I’ve waited my whole life for the world to define my worth and beauty but now the veil has been lifted. And the beholder is no longer blinded. I am falling more and more in love with myself each day and I have never felt such freedom.